November 6, 2007

writing in spite

i am writing in spite.

am taking two days off - today and tomorrow - as i have 17 days of leave before mid december (and mid december is supposed to be the start of my so-called sabbatical). today went unmeaningfully as i spent most of the time watching mtvindia (ranbir kapoor is h-o-t) so tomorrow i have listed very important and urgent things to do:
1. finish the translation
2. clean-up handover notes
3. buy new birdcage for nduty
4. do 45 minutes jogging in the morning
5. wake up at 6 and do 45 min jogging

oh dean and sam is on already. be right back.

August 24, 2007

the accounts you have

being trivial on friday, here it goes:

i have four (4) email accounts: one in yahoo, 2 in gmail and 1 office email account.

i have two (2) microblog accounts: in kronologger and jaiku, i wanna be in twitter but they don't receive text from my provider. boohooo.

i have just only 1 active blog: here in blogger. i used to maintain a blog @ friendster, but then i figure it's more practical here, alas this account.

am also a member of friendster and multiply. but only active in friendster.

and also flickr. but i haven't got the time to update it.

come to think of it, i don't think am capable of updating them all. gotta cut some do you not think.

July 2, 2007

cranky no sleep

i have this bad feeling that this am gonna be cranky all this week. not that bad actually, as i tend to become more aggressive and hardworking when cranky.

by the by, that's one ugly title i put.

it started off from staying the whole sunday night cross-checking database of projects under whathaveyous - i finished off at 3AM and woke up at 4.30AM. then it was a busy day today, all the meeting next week and the documents we have to finish off. looks like there are a lot of things i have in my tray, and i couldn't really nail them because i am occupied of nailing other people's things not that i want to but then this sort of 'being responsible' feeling just creeps into me and i couldn't help it because you sort of think that things will go cuckoo if you're not doing anything about it hah talking about wanting to save things - ghhaaahhhh thinking about it makes me feel crankier.

i think it's because of the lack of sleep and the overplaying of janis joplin and the fact that my hairdo is now a mess.

oh no, since when hairdo is in the picture. i need my eight-hour sleep.

June 17, 2007

i am back and i am not happy

holaaaaaaa.......

am back. i gained my original weight back when i first started in december 2006 - slightly 2 or 3 kilos higher, due to the massive amount of food intakes and a very sendentary lifestyle.

feeling guilty, you bet. hate myself, not quite.

so yesterday in the attempt to work on my passion to have a healthy lifestyle - passion needs to be worked out!- i bought 2 weight watchers magazines and a harvard business review book on managing your time. the magazines were intended to stimulate my interest in healthy lifestyle, while the HBR book - i feel that im somewhat pretty much laid back, i tend to blame that i don't have enough time.

oh another reason, i just got back from ha noi last friday - i love that place, but i felt intimidated in that place- or rather, i felt intimidated by the way hanoians -correct?- looked at me. you don't really get a big-sized person in hanoi. so everywhere i go, they were like staring and giggling and violently laughing. i tried to keep cool and you know, being all 'you can't put me down' look, but still, i feel like gulliver.

and i am not happy.